Title: This is Bullshit (55/60)
Authors: howido_fics & youbrat
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan Spencer/Alex
Rating: R
Summary: Still in LA.
Disclaimer: *sigh*
Author’s Note: This is a co-write. howido_fics is Brendon/Spencer, youbrat is Ryan/Alex. Ryan's pov is in blue and Bren's is normal black.





"Dude, I was so fucking fine with the $1000 and then the $500. And I'll be honest. I peed a little when I got the fucking $10,000! SHIT! I was so glad I wore black shorts, cause seriously, I was wet." We all laughed at Spencer as the waitress brought us our appetizers. Our morning was more than eventful. Alex got us all tickets to go see a taping of The Price Is Right. Hell, we were just going for fun and the experience, but shit if Spencer didn't make it up on stage.

I took a drink, then rubbed my hands on my legs, "I was just fucking surprised you were even called up there, I mean." Biting into a mozzarella stick, I opened my mouth, letting some steam out, "Fuuu." I waved my hand in front of my mouth. "Hot! Hot!" Spencer handed me my water laughing. Once I swallowed, I shook my head. "Shit, that's hot." My eyes got huge as I shrugged. "But no, shit. When they called your name...I was like SWEET MOTHER! I hope they edit well, because if the camera was on us, I think I let out a shit ton of obscenities."

Spencer grinned from ear to ear. No, I take that back, he fucking glowed. "I know! I about had a heart attack. I mean, just the thought of being there was enough. And then all the idiots when I got up there over bid the second time. My gram would have killed me if I didn't guess a dollar. Cause, seriously." He reached for a wing and set it on his plate, licking his fingers. "What DVD/TV combo and ten DVDs cost over $700? People would be fucking crazy to buy that shit!"

I laughed and laid my head down on Alex's shoulder. We were sitting across from Brendon and Spencer in the booth and it was adorable and hilarious watching the two of them. It was true though, all of it, we were all in shock when he was called up to the front row. We were in even more awe when he actually made it up onto the stage, and then his luck getting to play Plinko! I think we pretty much lost it when he hit the $1,000 and the $500, he'd never really had a lot of money according to Brendon, so that was amazing, but when he hit the $10,000 I think we had small heart attacks but we were so happy for him at the same time.

"So, Spence, what're your big plans for all the money you just won today? I mean, eleven thousand dollars is a big chunk of cash. A new car? New drum kit? Shopping spree? What’s it going to be?" I grinned and sipped my diet coke. I was tired, no, tired wasn't even the right word, I was exhausted. We were out so late after the concert the night before and I didn't get all that much sleep before we had to be up and at the game show for eleven. I don't think we actually got in from the after party till about four in the morning, maybe later. Either way it was a late night and I couldn't sleep, I was too wound up.

Alex slid his arm around my shoulders and grinned. "Maybe treating us to dinner? Or our own shopping spree?"

I laughed and slapped Alex gently. "Shut it, Lex, he's got the cash, let him use it for himself, not us. Its not like we need his money for anything." I looked over at Spence and smiled. "Don't worry, I won't let him use you for your money."

We all laughed as Spencer shrugged. "When I talked to my mom, she told me to put it in savings. I earned enough money this summer already to cover tuition that my scholarship didn't handle, so I'm not sure. But, yes." He smiled at Alex. "Dinner is on me, so eat up boys!" He winked biting into a wing after dipping it in blue cheese dressing.

I watched Spencer and Alex eat then glanced up at Ryan. "You as wore out as I am?" I asked, leaning on my arm for support.

"Well, if you guys hadn't drank more alcohol then the whole party put together..." I flipped him off then reached across the table to take Ryan's hand. My thumb rubbed across his knuckles while I smiled at him. "I am going to save the money though. Right now, a drum kit would be awesome, but I was talking to Andy, and he said the one I have now is better than the one he had when they started touring, so I don't want to get a head of myself, plus, I would buy it and never get to play it..."

"So shopping spree it is!" I joked, letting go of Ryan's hands to make a lettuce wrap.

Spencer laughed, "I do want to get you guys something." He smiled at Ryan and Alex. "You at least deserve that. I mean, you two have been awesome this summer. I have never had so much fun or hospitality or anything. I thought I was set with the friends I surrounded myself with. Shit, I even thought they were excellent friends. And well, they are, but compared to you guys, they are freakin' minnows or something. Seriously though." He set down his drink, wiped his fingers on the napkin. "Whatever you guys want, I mean, if it's a new outfit or like 20 cds or even a helicopter ride over the city, I want to thank you guys somehow, cause honestly, you three are the best friends anyone could ever ask for."

I looked over at Spence and shook my head. "Spence, you don't need to get us anything. Seriously, we're happy to be your friends and all, and if you insist we're going to have you buy us like a candy bar or something. I really don't feel like you owe us anything or should buy us anything. It's your money, you should spend it on stuff you want and need, and save the rest of it for next year."

Alex ruffled my hair a little as I took a sip of my drink. "Our little thinker...although he does have a point..." I looked up at him as he looked at Spencer. "You could save it for next summer so you could live here in LA for the summer."

I looked up at that and nodded as I caught Alex's eye. We had talked about it seriously after being there for the summer (well, half the summer for me) and decided that it was what we wanted. After the conversation with Pete the night before (which I was surprised I remembered) I had pretty much decided that I was doing it for sure, if not as an intern I was pretty sure they'd hire me for the summer, I could live at Pete's and it would go well, I was sure of it, so that was my new plan although I hadn't told anyone, it was really only a decision I'd made over night while I wasn't able to sleep.

Looking back at Spence, I nodded. "You should save as much as you can so you can. I um..." I glanced at Brendon before back to Spence. "I'm going to either try for another internship next summer, or, if they don't accept me for that I'm going to see if they'll hire me for the summer. I have a place to live if I need it and connections if I need to use them, so I think next summer I'll be back here." I could see Alex nodding along as I talked, I was pretty sure he had the same plan even though we'd never discussed it. "It would be awesome if you could be here too...although if it doesn't fit into your life and plans and all I'd understand."

"See? We'll be here, you should be here too. Just think of all the shows and all the bands you'd get to rub elbows with because of us." He grinned at Spencer and I chuckled softly as I rested against my best friend again. I was tired, but I was having fun, and I loved that we were out with the guys but I knew the week would be over soon enough and we'd be back to Vegas. Alex played with a lock of my hair as he paid attention to other things and I knew I would fall asleep if he kept at it. "Bren, you should see if you can find something here too. Could you imagine all four of us living and working in LA for the summer? That'd be amazing!" I chuckled and nodded a little to show I was paying attention.

Spencer shrugged, "I don’t know, sounds more like your dream to me. And I'm going to save the money, like at least ten thousand of it, but shit, we are in LA, I'm sure we could find some place to shop and have fun with a little over a thousand dollars. Plus, I didn't tell my mom the whole amount I won, she can just find out when she watches and I'll be like, 'Oops, that went to gas and food in LA.' No big deal."

I laughed, "You know your mom is going to catch onto you one day!" Looking across the restaurant, I smiled as the waitress made her way over with our main courses. After she gave them to the right owners, I took off my shoe and slid my leg up Ryan's, just rubbing lightly while I cut up the lettuce in my salad. "I um." I glanced up at Ryan then to Alex as I started. "Yea, so next summer, there is this camp in Utah that I went to for like eight years, and you can't be a counselor until you are 19. And it's always been a goal of mine to go there and be a part of it, because, you know, it shaped my childhood and I really looked up to the counselors, and I want to do that for someone too."

Setting down his burger, Spencer nudged me, "Oh, I remember that, you would be gone for like 6 weeks right?" I nodded. "Shit, Bren, that's a real long time."

"I know." I peered up at Ryan, my face still on my food. "But it's something I always wanted to do, you know. And I like working with kids. And their music sucked a lot, and I want to help with that." I shrugged, continuing to run my foot up and down Ryan's leg.

I looked at Brendon and nodded a little before looking over at Spence. "Well, if Bren's got other plans then it seems like it's the three of us. It may be our dream, but you could share it with us anyway, even though it is our dream." My eyes strayed back to Brendon and I frowned a little. "It sucks though...Utah isn't exactly close to either Vegas or LA so that means a whole summer...no visits, right?"

Alex moved his arm from around me to set in on his wrap that he'd ordered. "Well, I'm sure he gets some sort of a break in there somewhere, right? So he could always come and visit us out here when he has the break. And Spence, if Bren is gone for the summer what reason is there for you to stay in Vegas? I mean, the band can't really do anything without their lead singer. Sure there is family and all but you could be out here with us and having fun. I saw you, you ate it all up, the after party, the concert, the VIP treatment. Just think about it at least."

His eyes strayed to mine and I nodded as I picked up a french fry. "There'll definitely be space, room, and a bed for you around here if we do get to do it and you want to come out and join us. Same goes for you Bren if you want to come visit." I fiddled with my food a little before looking over at Brendon. "So...um...Pete offered me a place at his house last night at the party. He said there was always room for me, Alex, and anyone we want to b ring with us. So...there'd be more than enough room...and we'd have an amazing house to live in if we do move in with him."

Alex grinned. "Don't forget Hemmy...and Patrick, Andy and Joe dropping in, not to mention the rest of the FBR bands. I think it's a go!" We laughed and I ate another fry.

"If you guys don't come and at least. Visit the summer will suck though." I pouted slightly.

I nodded to them as I bit into my salad. A piece of the tomato squirted on my chin so I took my napkin and wiped it off. Chewing and swallowing my food, I cleared my throat. "Yea, I mean, it's only for six weeks, and in college, there are like four months of summer, so if you think about it, it's about a third of the summer, so I have plenty of time to do other things and come visit. And you guys will be more than welcome to come visit me too. It's in the mountains with a huge lake and rocks to climb and all that fun stuff, so if you need a break from the city, then, there you go."

I set my fork down as Spencer started talking to Alex about Hemmy and what he was like. Reaching across the table, I took Ryan's hand again, "Hey, Ry, it will be no different than the time we were apart this summer, hell, maybe even exactly the same amount of time. And we did fine with a couple of visits. Shit, by then, with the entire fall and spring semester we will see each other, you might even need a break from me." I winked.

Seeing that the other's conversation was done, I nudged Spencer, "I know where we can spend some money. And cold hard cash, no ATM cards."

"Where?" Spencer took another bite of his burger.

"There is the Hustlers of Hollywood right now the street, and my cousin told me that there is a 'back door' as they call it full of stuff for our pleasure." I nodded and went back to eating like I had suggested going to church or something.

My eyebrows shot up at Brendon's suggestion and I spluttered a little on my drink, putting the glass down and wiping at my face before looking over at the grin on Alex's face and back to Brendon. "What on earth is going on in that head of yours Bren?!" I blushed because that had to mean he had something in mind, didn't it? He'd never mentioned anything about wanting 'stuff for our pleasure' or anything so I honestly had no clue where this suggestion was coming from.

"Well now that would make tonight interesting..." I felt Alex's leg move and I knew that foot was about to put some pressure directly onto Spencer's crotch, but I tried to ignore it. "We might as well go, blow some money, go home, lock the front door and just go about having some fun." He smirked and I looked over at my best friend.

"Not you too!" I laughed and shook my head. "You just want all three of us at your mercy, or is it that you just want to have all three of us naked?"

Alex grinned and nodded. "Yep!" He pulled me closer and kissed me before looking at the other guys. "Hey, we had fun at the show the other night, why not get some alcohol and just feel free to have fun in our own apartment? We do what we want, clothes or no clothes..." He shrugged and grinned. "Could be fun. And if anything happens it only happens if everyone’s okay with it, if nothing happens nothing happens and no one gets upset about it."

He looked around at the three of us to see how we reacted. I smiled and shook my head. "Something tells me Bren would never agree to that, Lex."

"OH! OH! We can turn off the lights and play 'who's in my mouth!'" Spencer slapped his leg and looked over at me.

Cracking up, I set my fork down. "We can just feel..." We continued giggling for a little bit before I sniffed my nose and straightened up. "No, but um, really, like, your birthday is coming up, and, well." I kicked foot out, wincing as it came in contact with the cast. "This bitch will be gone, so you know." I shrugged as I smirked at Ryan.

"Oh, someone's getting laid!"

Flipping off Spencer, I nodded to Ryan. "And, we don't have to buy anything, but I've never been to a sex shop. It's like a rite of passage in every young man's life. So, I need to pay my dues."

Taking his sandwich and pointing at me with it, Spencer agreed. "Totally. I’ve been to one, but I can go back. Plus, I went with my ex girlfriend. And we looked at nasty lacy shit. And like vibrators for her or something." He dropped his burger. "Well, I just lost my appetite!"

I shook my head at him. "You want to go Ryan? It's up to you. And, um." I blushed, pointing behind me. "I saw it like three blocks that way when we were driving here. So, I've kinda been thinking about it since."

Alex pouted beside me. "So what, no fun tonight? C'mon you guys, what fun is that? We could get like...edible massage oil and give each other massages or something. We've gotta do something!" He pouted dramatically at Brendon and I just shook my head and looked back at my boyfriend.

"We can go...I just didn't really expect it to be suggested. But no, we can go...and if you want to buy something you can, I'm not going to tell you not to or anything, though I can't say I'm going to end up buying anything myself." I took a bite of my sandwich before smirking. "Although you never know..."

My best friend laughed and threw his arm around me. "Oh, I think you'll buy something. I think we need to all agree that we'll all buy something. Maybe we can buy more than just something. Oh! You guys can try on the clothes and shit they've got there and I can photograph you guys, or just sit back and watch while you put on a small fashion show for my benefit."

I slapped Alex gently on the side. "If we're modeling, you're modeling too. No sitting out, no getting out of the fun, it's for all of us...although..." I grinned and leaned my head on Alex's shoulder. "We could still take pictures for our own...well, enjoyment." I grinned and flicked my eyes to Spencer before back to Brendon. "Game?"

Alex rested his head on mine. "Can we still have fun tonight?"

I sat up straight and popped my back. Gripping my neck, I snapped it to the side. "You know, now that you mention it, I could use a nice massage..." Raising a brow at Spencer he agreed. "And deal, we each need to buy at least one thing." I looked to Alex. "Does it have to be for us, or can it be for someone else. AND!" I threw my hand up in the air to make a point. "IF we buy it for someone else, can we say when they have to use it?" I wiggled my brow.

Oh, that just gave me an idea. I wondered if they had any of the sexual IOU sort of books, cause that would be a fabulous gift for Ryan.

"No, no." Spencer broke my thought. "If you get someone else something, that doesn't say you can tell them when to use it. I mean." He winked up at Alex. "Unless they agree, or you know, offer things in exchange..."

"Fuck, when did you turn into a perv?" I pushed Spencer playfully and laughed, reaching over to eat one of his french fries. He gave me a mean look. "What? You said you lost your appetite." I shrugged. "And I agree with Ry, if we dress up, you dress up too. And Spence, I bet your ideas of lacy will change after you see this ass." I sat up and slapped mine. "In something other than jeans!"

Spencer shook his head. "Shit. I've seen your ass naked more than you have. And please don't remind me of that."

"That ain't true, me and my ass love my mirror!" I nodded taking a drink of my water. "I think trying on clothes would be fun, but you think you can get crabs from that shit or something?"

I laughed and shook my head. "Are you talking something for like...you buying me something and Alex and Spence buying each other things? Or like we can buy Alex and Spence things and they can buy us things? Cause that could get very interesting if it were open to we can buy for any of us."

Alex grinned and pressed his mouth against my hair. "What is it that’s going on in your mind there Ry-ry?"

Smiling, I looked up at him through the hair that had fallen over my eyes. "Oh, I don’t know...but maybe there’s something I think you and Spence could use in your sex life...or something I know you like that maybe I can not so subtly suggest to Spence by buying it for him or something...or maybe there’s something you think Bren should have for me or something...not so subtle hints where it comes to you and me buying things...but if they buy things for us...well...maybe they have fantasy thoughts or something...who knows."

He pressed his lips against mine and then turned to the boys across from us. "So, I guess it's an open 'we buy for everyone and anyone' thing, but I think we should buy one thing for ourselves...so if we all buy one thing for ourselves, and then if we want to buy more for others that’s cool, but one thing is required for sure. We can agree to that?"

We all nodded and he squeezed me next to him. "Then what do you boys say we finish off lunch and get going for our night of...interesting fun...cause apparently we've got massages to get to eventually..." he smirked and I shook my head as I sat up and finished off my food. "And no, Bren, I don't think you can get crabs if we try stuff on with something you're already wearing on or whatever...who cares, we can always buy stuff and return it tomorrow if we get it home and don't like it anyway."

Scrunching up my nose at Ryan, my head hurt after he talked about buying things that should be bought or suggested to be bought. Or, shit, something like that, I was even confusing myself. I simply shrugged at the two of them and nodded.

"Are you sure, cause one time, this girl in my class got lice when she tried on a hat at this prairie fair or something we went to..." I bit my lip as I saw Spencer flag down the waitress and ask for the check. We chatted about different things we could buy as Spencer paid with cash and we left the restaurant.

I let Spencer walk in front of me as Alex was talking to him about, um something. Hanging back, I threw my arm around Ryan's waist so that he could lean more on me. The guys were walking a little faster than Ryan's cast would allow, but there was a light up ahead, so I knew they would wait for us there.

"So, I was thinking." I looked over and wiggled my brows at Ryan, kissing his jaw before continuing. "I kinda want you to you know, like, well..." I wasn't sure why talking about sex embarrassed me so much at times. This was Ryan, just Ryan, and I loved him. But, it make me still kind of shy. I gulped and forced a smile. "I was wondering if you could like, finger me or something, you know, so I like, get used to it before we actually do it. You know, I bottom. Or something, I mean, if you want too..."

I looked over at Brendon and stopped us, pulling him in against me and kissing him before pulling away and giggling. "You're fucking adorable, you know that Bren?" I kissed him again before sighing and pulling back, glancing up toward Alex and Spencer and seeing they were a bit ahead of us now.

Returning my attention to my boyfriend I smiled and reached up to brush his hair out of his forehead. "You weren't ready in the past when I tried, Bren. I never wanted to put you off and make you uncomfortable with it, but you weren't ready. I'd try and you'd push me back or stop me. You really think you're ready for it now? Like seriously? Cause I don't want to start and have you not be ready...I want you to be ready and wanting it as much as I do."

Pressing my lips against his again I let the kiss linger a little bit when I heard Alex's voice ring down the sidewalk. "C'mon you two, no making out or having sex on the sidewalk, we've got things to do, places to go, people to take photographs of and people to do later. If we don't get going we're going to run out of time and be too tired when the clothes are off and we're covered in massage oil!"

I laughed, feeling my cheeks flaring a little as a few of the people looked at him and then us and I couldn't believe he'd yelled that down the sidewalk, then again, it was Alex. My eyes strayed to Spencer as we started walking again. "What do you think we should buy Spence to make him even more of a sexual freak than he already is? I think it should be something that tortures him a little, but in a way that makes him want sex really badly." I grinned and winked at Brendon. I really liked the new dynamic our friendships with each other were taking, it made things interesting and fun and less like I had to be guilty if I hugged Spence or Bren hugged Alex or whatever. To me it felt like our friendships and relationships took a step forward to being okay with each other to the point that we were. I thought they all felt the same, but I wasn't sure we were really ready for another conversation that brought around the 'as long as you only kiss any of the three of us' that was 'inflicted' on me the night of the TAI after party.

We made it to the cross walk. It looked like the fucking busiest street in the world. I pouted as I watched the traffic fly by. Smiling at Ryan, I nodded to him. "I'm ready." I made eye contact and sighed. "I love you and trust you, so I am ready." I spoke quietly so only he could hear. The light was about to allow us to walk when I moved in front of Ryan.

"Here." I slapped my sides. "Hop on, we will make this walk across quick." It was seriously like ten lanes of traffic. But the intersections was populated with enough pedestrians that I doubted we would get hit, but even so, it would be fun to carry Ryan on my back across the way.

Once he hopped up, the light changed and I charged across, weaving and laughing as we made are way in between the merge of people crossing opposite of us. I was nearly out of breath by the time we go to the other side, so I moved to lean us against the wall and some shade. Breathing heavily, I smiled at Ryan. "That was a rush." I smirked as I pulled him into an open mouth kiss, only being about to breath through my nose.

"Hmm." I started as I stood on my tipsy toes, trying to spot Spencer and Alex in the mass of people. "What could be buy him? I don't know. I'm not very good at the sex toy thing. Like..."I shrugged. "Nipple clamps or something?" Making a weird face, I laughed and saw the other two approaching us.

"Shit Bren." Spencer was laughed. "You about took out this old lady with a walker!" He shook his head. "Oh that makes me miss Jon Walker. I need to email him!"

I smiled at Brendon and kissed him quickly before looking over at my best friend and his sexual partner (for lack of an actual term to give him). "Jon huh? So, Spence, what’s up with you and Jon? It's like...you're enamored with him or something, maybe you're crushing on him? Or are you in love with him now or something? I swear since the show and with the after party I'd have thought you were going to spend the night with him instead of coming home with us."

My eyes flicked to Alex's face but he didn't really seem like he had a reaction, although I knew better than that, I saw the slight change in his eyes and I knew no one else would notice or read it like I could. I pulled away from the wall and took Brendon's hand as we started heading further down toward the store. Alex's arm went around my shoulders and I looked up at him with a small smile before returning my attention to Spence, raising my eyebrows, waiting for him to actually respond.

With my free hand, I reached over and rubbed Alex's lower back. The truth was, he'd never ask Spencer about his thing with Jon so it was up to me and Bren, but Bren couldn't really do it either since they were best friends and he couldn't exactly be on Alex's side of the situation. Although I suppose asking doesn't mean he is on Alex's side but just wanting to know. I wasn't sure though how to really go about this since they hadn't professed love or anything for each other or anything, they weren't even dating, they were just fooling around. I just didn't want Alex getting hurt and I had the feeling Jon could hurt him if he got in the way of him and Spence, although at the same time maybe Jon getting in the way could be a good thing and make them realize what they could have together.

I glanced over at Alex and saw him tugging on his lip ring a little. It was sometimes a nervous habit, I could tell he was thinking about how Spencer was going to respond.

Spencer laughed at Ryan and his question. "No." He started. "Jon has a girlfriend in Chicago, I was just going to email him because he has some music he wants me to check out. His friend is this kick ass drummer who goes to college in Chicago and he wants to link me to Youtube so I can check out some of his beats." Spencer shook his head. "He is way to straight for his own good, plus, I like the tall, skinny pierced type myself."

I watched as he looked over to Alex quickly then back at me. "What?" I asked staring at him as we crossed a smaller side street.

"Nothing. You seemed to take a liking to the guy too..."

"So what are you saying?" I too laughed as I we made it across safely, the sex shop at the end of the block. "He was nice and he looked entirely bored, and you know how I can't stand it when people around me are bored, I make it my own personal business to entertain everyone!"

"You can say that again!" He smirked as we reach the store. "Is this it?"

Rolling my eyes, I threw up my hands and looked around. "Do you see any other sex shops?" I poked him as he flipped me off. "Yes, this is the one I was talking about. You guys ready?"

Laughing, I shook my head as I leaned against Brendon. "You are crazy, you know that Bren? Absolutely crazy. But I love you all the same." I pulled his lips to mine before looking at the door to the sex shop. I may be a bit of a sex freak but that didn't mean that I actually went to sex shops frequently or anything.

Alex grabbed the door and opened it. "I think we're as ready as we're going to be, so lets just get the fuck in there and start the crazy fun already!"

I looked at Alex and shook my head before looking at Spence. "Do you like putting up with him? I mean, seriously, sometimes I'm surprised you can deal with him." I grinned and reached out to pull Spence over to me, pressing my lips to the corner of his mouth. "Maybe you're just a saint like me." I winked at him before slapping his ass slightly and giving him a little shove toward the door.

"Okay, so if we're going to do this we should just go and do this, right? Maybe I can get a new pair of boxers in here. Black silk or satin, that could be fun...a little tame, I know, but fun, right?" I grinned at Brendon before stepping into the store and looking around, biting my lip just slightly because I wasn't really sure what I was expecting when I was walking into a sex shop but hey, it was a store and it had stuff, big surprise there, right?

Alex followed us in and wrapped his arms around me from behind. "Are we still allowing you to kiss Spencer?"

"Shit." Spencer spun around as he was the first person to pick something up off a display. It was a huge dildo. The Black Mambo, it was called. My mouth dropped as I gulped and look at the size of it. Spencer could barely get his fist around it. He swung the thing pointedly like it was nothing. "You've had sex with Alex before. You know how it is." He winked at Ryan then playfully stuck his tongue out at Alex as he set the chocolate colored rubber penis down.

Maybe this wasn't such a good idea...

Silk boxers, I could handle that, I thought. I watched Alex chase after Spencer so I walked up next to Ryan helping him maneuver throughout the tightly packed aisles. "This place sure looks a lot bigger from the outside." On my tippy toes, I stood up to see a sign for clothing pointing towards what I am assuming a basement and another one pointing upstairs for videos. Walking with Ryan, my eyes about bugged out of my head as we were nearing a section that was complete black leather and a little bit of...chrome, maybe.

"Uh, I don't think that is what we need to um, spice up our relationship." I stared as Spencer was already back there, holding a large whip in his hand, smacking it lightly, then calling for Alex. Biting my lip, I shrugged and turned around completely. "Um, if you need me, I'll just be over here with the lube or something."

I laughed and shook my head at Brendon. "Wasn't this your idea Bren? You seem suddenly embarrassed or unsure that this is what you want to be doing..." I grinned and pulled him to me, kissing him again before murmuring. "Are you sure you don't want to be more adventurous? I mean...look at Spence, he's into it. Why are you suddenly so embarrassed?"

Glancing over at Spencer I saw Alex walking toward him smirking with a slightly larger whip and I shook my head a little. "I mean seriously Bren..." I looked back at him. "You've not been so shy with me since we started having sex. So while this may not be my ideal choice for what we're doing for the evening or whatever, but at the same time it's for fun. So we might as well enjoy it, right?"

Pressing another kiss against Brendon's lips I wandered over to Alex and Spencer and picked up a whip of my own without Alex seeing it and used it on his ass. He jumped and glared at me. "Oh, is that how it is? Get your ass over here it's time for your whipping!"

I laughed and shook my head, backing away a little. "Oh no, I think it's just time for you to be whipped. Maybe we should put you in chaps and a g-string and whip you all night. You know you'd like that!"

He glared at me and advanced at me. "Or maybe we should put you in a harness and buy a sling and put it up in the apartment and use that dildo Spence picked up on your tiny little ass."

"OH!" I heard Spencer shout as I glanced up just in time to see him whip Alex across the ass. I cringed, remembering how that was how my father used to discipline me. Well, not with a whip, but a belt. Clearing my throat, I shook my head at him, but managed to return the triumphant smile that Spencer shared with me. "Hey Bren. Want to?"

"No." I pointed over my shoulder. "I'm just going to, like watermelon flavored lube or something." I twisted my face at him as Alex and Ryan were having a conversation. Alex seemed really into doing something as a foursome tonight. I really wanted to be a part of it, and I guess in a way, it was in my hands to agree, but I wasn't quite sure. Maybe if alcohol was involved.

"Right." he laughed at me knowingly before looking back at Ryan and Alex. "So, this harness you think?" I saw him point up to one that looked more like a slingshot.

Ignoring them, I cruised down another aisle. This one was full of strap ons. Not something I really needed, hell, I haven't even let my own boyfriend stick his in me, not like I would ever need more than one. Biting my lip, I pulled out my phone and text Ryan. I’m not trying to be shy. sorry. some of this stuff is just kinda intense. love you. I put my phone back in my pocket as I neared a section of adult books. Now this maybe I could get into. I wonder if they have a karma sutra book for people in casts...

I looked down at my phone and frowned a little, looking around to see if I could find Brendon. Chewing on my lip I looked back at Spence and Alex. "So...Bren seems like he doesn't want to be here and suddenly isn't into all of this..." I looked at Spencer. "Do you think we're being too extreme? I mean, we're standing with the whips and leather and harnesses and shit, maybe that’s too much? Maybe we need to find him the whipped cream and satin robes and flavored lube and forget about anything and everything else?"

Alex shrugged and looked back at me. "I could try to pull him in to joining us. But I think he could be intimidated by me too...although maybe if we all started getting hot and heavy right here and now he might get interested?"

I shook my head, a smile toying at my lips as I looked over toward Bren again, reaching out for Spence and pulling him in against me. "Got any suggestions for your best friend, Spence? I mean...what do we do to get him to have fun with this like us? Sometimes I really don't know what to do when it comes to him because he's different than me." I bit my lip and tore my eyes from Brendon and looked at Spence, hoping for some help.

Alex leaned over and pecked each of our foreheads before walking toward Brendon. "Okay Bren, which positions haven't you and Ry tried already?"

I nearly jumped five feet and dropped what I was reading when Alex came up behind me. I leaned over and picked it up. Blushing slightly. "I, um..." Looking past Alex to Ryan and Spencer staring at me, I gulped. Shaking my head, I made eye contact with Ryan. "Well, lots actually, cause you know, I mean, the cast and all. Not much we can do..."

Biting my lip, I took Alex's hand and shuddered as I pulled him back to the section of black in the store. Once I was in front of them, I pulled the box from behind me and showed it to the guys. "So, I was thinking about getting this or something." I raised the box to them and read the back.

A revealing adult party game, created to entertain 4 or more players. Imagine finding out your friends darkest secrets or daring them to do something you've always wanted to watch them do. To Play: simply roll the enclosed dice; Even number you pick a truth card Odd number you pick a dare card It's as exciting as it is fun & is only limited by your inhibitions.

Looking up at the guys, I stared at Ryan as I twisted my lips. "As long as we like, set some house rules first. It kinda of sounds fun. Like different dares and questions. It could be entertaining, yes?"

Spencer's face lit up. "Fuck yea it could!"

My eyebrows show up a little and I looked between all three of them before back to Brendon. "Okay...what are you thinking about as 'house rules' Bren? Cause I'm guessing you have some already in mind since you're suggesting them."

Reaching out, I grabbed the box and looked at it as I leaned a little against Spencer. I felt a little bad using him as a leaning post, but he hadn't pushed me away or anything and I was comfortable and it meant a little time off of one leg. Alex frowned as he looked at the box before he spoke up. "What’s the fun of the game if we set too tight rules. Doesn't it say 'only limited by your inhibitions'? So wouldn't that mean that rules is inhibitions? Or are you worried that one of us is going to dare the other to have sex with someone and it won't be you and Ry but like Ry and me or Ry and Spence or you and me or you and Spence?"

My head shot up and I looked at Alex. Okay, could be fun, yes, but I was in a relationship with Brendon and until this point the closest we'd gotten to anything like getting sexual with anyone but each other was that night with Alex. I had the feeling this was the 'house rules' Brendon was referring to. All the same I thought it could certainly turn into a wonderful and interesting night if we added some alcohol to the game and we gave ourselves some freedom. The freedom was the thing that I knew Bren would have more of an issue with than the rest of us, although technically I couldn't speak for Spencer.

"You didn't seem to have too much of a problem that night in Ry's parent's bed..." Apparently Alex was thinking like I was in some aspect and not in others.

I cleared my throat again while looking at Spencer. He put his arm around Ryan to support him as he gave me a puzzled look. Turning my attention back to Alex I nodded. "No, I didn't have a problem, that's because there were rules." Staring between Ryan and Alex I reminded them. "It was above the waist, remember? I don't see anything wrong with that. Well, I mean, we could go further with it. But, I honestly will not partake in having sex with you or Spencer. Nor do I want to watch Ryan have sex with the either of you. I mean, why would I want to share something like that with you two when I haven't even been able to fill my hands with the amount of times I have done it with my boyfriend?"

I blushed at the confession, then licked my lips. "I'm just. I'm game with like getting naked and having fun, but I just don't want it to end up a huge orgy or something."

Staring at my shoes, I picked at my pocket as I saw Spencer lean Ryan on Alex out of the corner of my eye. "Shit Bren, you know I would never do that to you. And as much as I like Ryan, I would never have sex with him. And Lord knows, I would never have sex with you. Now...watching you are Ry get down and dirty..." I felt his face rise to look at Alex. "That might be quite entertaining, as long as you don't mind me and Alex do the same along side." Laughing, he pulled the box in front of us, out of Alex's hands. "But, I am cool with the ground rule of, no sex. I mean, Once that is done, where is the fun left? I think it would be more entertaining to make us sit around with hard ons while daring each other to do crazy ass shit that could make us come at any moment."

I couldn't help but laugh at Spencer. Smiling at him, I nodded. "That does sound fun." I glanced back at Alex and Ryan. "So, I'll purchase and partake in this, as long as we set the ground rule. No sex."

"And the first one to come loses!" Spencer laughed.

I shrugged and looked up at Alex before over at Brendon. "So no sex is the only rule? Because even with the rule of no sex there's a big margin of other sexual stuff that could be done without actually having sex with each other. Because if we are drinking and we really get into this we could end up going off the deep end and getting more and more daring and more and more sexual all the time. So...if we did...I mean...just saying no sex still leaves a lot open. I know how you are usually Bren, are you okay with leaving it that open? Or are you thinking more rules than just no sex?"

Alex kissed my head and shrugged. "I'm game for whatever involves us having some crazy fun together cause I've been suggesting it all lunch and no one seemed to like the idea until now. So...yeah."

He pulled away from me and wandered off to go look at something and I shook my head slightly as I refocused on Brendon. I reached over to hold onto Spence without leaning on him. "Okay, so Alex is game for anything." My eyes searched out Spencer's. "And I think you are too, huh Spence?" I smiled before looking back at Brendon and murmuring. "I just don't want us to start and suddenly you decide it's not what you want. Okay? Cause we don't have to do anything...at least not anything all together and sexual...although all sitting around naked could be fun...lots to look at at least." I grinned and touched Brendon's wrist.

"It's up to you though cause I think the rest of us are a bit more open to all this type of stuff than you are...Not that I ever meant that any of us were going to actually have sex together or anything, but still...at least where me and Alex are concerned we've done probably more than either of you combined, so we're more okay with all of it and it's different with you guys. Well, maybe not you Spence, but well...you're unique." I grinned at Spence and nudged him a little.

"I know what you mean, Bren." Spencer smiled. "I mean, I know what you are getting at and what Ryan and Alex are cool with. And honestly, I remember 'sex' parties that my girlfriend and I used to go to. And yes, sometimes I would get jealous. But, Ok." He looked between me and Ryan like he was telling a top secret. "Let's just set the rules as no one can intentionally get someone off besides their own boyfr...er, I mean, yea. Like you and Ry and me and Alex. Deal?"

Biting my lip, I raised a brow at him. "Intentionally?"

"Yea." He nodded as he watched Alex, smirking. "Like, if the dare is to like, I don’t know, Alex to suck your cock for like two minutes. As long as he didn't get you off on purpose, but just you just couldn't handle his fabulous lips and piercings..." I shook my head as he wouldn't even look at me or Ryan, since he was eye fucking Alex.

"Um, yea. That makes sense, I guess. But, shit." I stared over at Alex and back to Spencer. "If you have somewhere better to be right now." I pointed over to Alex. "Then don't make us hold you back.' Wiggling his brows, he nodded and patted me on the shoulder.

I sighed as I turned my attention back to my boyfriend. "I don't know how into it this game gets. And I'm sure we will like do more than it says. But, I am trying Ryan, I am trying to be more open about all of this and like be into more than just you sexually. And I guess. As long as Pete Wentz doesn't show up, I should be ok." I smiled and teased him, pulling him to rest his weight against my stable hip.

Wrapping my arms around his neck I pulled him into a kiss. "I swear I don't deserve you. I'm making you feel like you have to get sexual with other people to make me happy..." I sighed and rested my forehead against his. "I'm a bad boyfriend for even thinking it..." I kissed him again before murmuring. "No Pete, I promise. Just the four of us, no one else at all. If anything we dare or say to do makes you uncomfortable and you want to put your foot down, tell us. The last thing I want, and I'm sure Alex and Spence would agree with me, is for you to regret whatever we do tonight."

Kissing him again, I pulled away a little after. "But...that said...Lex does a great job as sucking cock..." I winked at him. "I know how you love his piercings..." I winked at him and then tugged him toward the section with lube. "You said you wanted watermelon? Hmm...let's see if we can find it..."

I stopped at one rack and gasped, picking up this bottle and turning to Brendon. "Raspberry! Bren, we gotta get raspberry!" I wiggled my eyebrows and turned back to the display, glancing at the other two on the other side of the room before smirking and picking up another bottle that was actually massage oil as well as lube. "We did talk about massages at lunch..."

"HEY, RY, I FOUND SOMETHING FOR YOU!"

My eyes shot from the lube and oil display to what Alex was holding up and I had to laugh and shake my head. I was never one into nipple clamps but I had the feeling Spencer would probably enjoy them. My eyes were dancing with mischief as I looked at Brendon. "Have any thoughts for Spence yet?"

"OH!" I laughed as I stared at the nipple clamps. Those sounded fun... I quirked my head Ryan then smiled. "I don’t know. I know Spencer's nipples are pretty sensitive too. He has THO like worse then Victoria Beckham or something. That could be interesting." I managed to laugh as I took the lube and oil from Ryan and held them so we could move over to the other guys.

Once we got there, I picked up a weird shaped object that came with what looked like a key lock thing for a car. "What's this?" I stared at it, not even sure what to do, but I hit the button in the middle, the rubber object in my other hand vibrating.

Spencer laughed. "That my friend is a butt plug."

"And?" I suddenly blushed because I was probably the only person above the age of 16 that did not know what it is.

Taking it from my hand, Spencer winked at me. "See, you put this up your ass." Holding the bigger cone. "And this, this is a remote, So like, say you are in a public place, and you have someone wearing it. Then like, they can be talking to someone and BANG!" He pressed the button, the object came to life. "Instant sensation!"

"Sounds...ugh..."

Spencer laughed. "Complete hell and torture, but, in a way, hot as fuck."

"I guess..." I looked over at Ryan. "You would never do that to me would you?" I gave him my best puppy dog eyes.

Alex smirked and I raised my eyebrows at him. "Sounds like something I'd do to you though Bren." He grinned and took it from Spencer, walking behind Brendon and looking at me as he wrapped his arms around Brendon's waist. "See...it's so much fun to torture someone in a sexual way..." He took the plug and started rubbing it along Brendon's crotch, not turned on. "See...it just stays there, pressed inside you, pressed up against that one special spot inside you...it's hot knowing it's there, knowing that when you move and it moves it'll rub directly on that spot and not knowing when the person holding the remote is going to turn it on." With that he pressed the button on the remote so it was vibrating right against Bren's cock although through his jeans.

I laughed softly and leaned forward toward Alex. "You're evil, Alex!"

He laughed and nodded, pulling back and turning it off. "Oh, I know. It's even worse when you don't know who has the remote anyway. If you'd been fucked already I'd buy it for you and we could pass the remote between the three of us for the night...but since you haven't, we'll keep that torture from you for the time being." He tossed it to Spencer and walked off to go find something else he could play with.

Shaking my head I reached out and took it from Spencer for a moment, my eyes trailing after Alex as I did. "You know, if I didn't know Alex as well as I do I'd totally buy this for him. Although you'd be the one with it inside them, Spence and him with the remote." I looked over at Spencer and grinned. "But if you're interested...." I winked at him and slapped his ass as I stepped passed him.

"That shit is crazy." I tried to laugh as I picked up a masturbation sleeve. "Hmm." I held it up to Spencer. "Is this like, if you were having sex with someone, then when you jerk them off they can feel like they are inside someone too?"

Spencer ruffled my hair. "And if you don't have a boy yourself too. Maybe you should try it out. I mean, so you can feel what it's like besides your or Ry's hand or something." He took it from me. "Here. I'll get it for you." I shrugged, about to thank him as he walked away.

Making my own way back to the book section, I pulled out another gay sex one. This one had real pictures instead of fake ones, which made them seem more realistic. I wasn't sure how much time I spent browsing. I yawned and stretched, smiling to myself as I spotted Ryan looking at penis enlargers.

Walking up behind him, I grabbed at his crotch. "You are plenty big for me." I nuzzled into his neck and placed a kiss there. "Spence is getting me this cock sleeve thing. It might be kinda cool." I grinned against his cheek and picked up an enlarger that looked like a fire engine. "You know, maybe I should go to school for sex toys." I teased as I set the thing back down and looked around for the guys.

Not seeing them, I turned my attention back to Ryan. "I really can't wait until this thing comes off. I've been looking at some books, and there a few things I want to try." I kissed his neck again when I felt a vibration in my pocket. I was a picture of Spencer in a pair of short tight black something or others. Laughing I held it out to Ryan.

"HOLY SHIT! Where are they we gotta go check this out!" I grinned and grabbed Brendon's hand, looking around to find the dressing rooms or wherever the others were. "So we get the nipple clamps for Spence, the butt plug for Alex...does that mean we're done buying stuff for others and now need to find something for ourselves?"

I heard Alex saying something as we made it down the stairs to where all the clothes were. Alex was decked out in skin tight and excessively low black leather pants that showed off every single tiny curve of his body. My eyebrows shot up and I stopped suddenly, he looked hot, far far beyond just hot. He was checking out Spence who looked very hot too, but I was still checking out my best friend. Had he worn those when we were sort of together...damn...

"Shit, Lex...those are fucking hot. You have to buy them! I don't know when you'd wear them besides Halloween or something...but....shit..."

He grinned at me and turned to show off the ass of them as well. They look painted on which was making it all the hotter. I had no idea how much they would cost but I didn't care, if he couldn't afford them himself I was going to have to help him pay for them. You don't put on a pair of pants that scream 'sex god' that look just that good and not own them because seriously, they looked like they were completely made for his body.

"You think they look hot? It was a joke really, but surprisingly they're comfortable and I kinda like them." He bent over, giving all three of us a great shot of his ass. "What do you think, Bren?" I looked over at my boyfriend to see his reaction to the pants as well as Spencer's little outfit.

"So, yea, I might lose from coming first..." I stepped forward and checked them out in better lighting. "Those are. These are." I laughed, not being able to form sentences. "Hot. Just plain hot!"

Spencer wiggled his ass as he grinned over at Alex. "If you won't get them for yourself, then I will get them for you. I think they would be a wonderful investment for you." He nodded, walked to stand behind Alex who was looking in the mirror. From the back, I couldn't see where his hands were going, but I could see his ass muscles flex and move as he thrust playfully into Alex's bum.

Laughing, I shook my head at Ryan who was still staring at Alex. "You know, we can take a picture so you don't have to stare." I teased Ryan, pulling out my phone. I walked in front of the mirror and took a picture as Spencer's hands slid between Alex's hipbones and the tight fabric. I watched as Alex instinctively sucked in his stomach from the touch. Yes. That was hot.

I smiled at Ryan then down to his cast. "You think you can try anything on with that damn thing?" I winked. "Or are you just going to watch?" I laughed as I walked over and pulled out a mesh looking shirt. I reminded me too much of the first time I ever saw Ryan. And I wasn't 100% sure how I felt about that. So I put it back without drawing any attention to it.

I groaned as I watched my best friend and Spencer. The sight made me want to walk over there and make out with both of them right that second. The leather pants, the interaction, I internally screamed at the frustration of the stupid cast because it prevented me from just going crazy. I wanted to pull a pair of those pants on for myself and see how they looked on me and how Brendon would respond to them (not to mention Alex and Spencer) but I couldn't really get it over the cast.

Biting my lip, I walked over to the two of them in the mirror. "So...um...since I'm probably never going to get to see this again...." Trailing off, I stood in front of Alex and looked over the both of them before stepping against Alex and reaching up to pull Spencer's mouth to mine, kissing him hard quickly before pulling away and doing the same to Alex. I could feel Spencer's hands inside the pants between me and Alex. The whole thing was very hot. I felt Alex's arms go around my waist to support me and I was thankful for it because I didn't think I'd be able to stand on my own after that.

Looking over at Brendon, I grinned. "I don’t know what I could try on...it'd have to get over this fucking cast." I bit my lip and grinned at Brendon before crooking my finger at him. No one was around but us so it wouldn't matter if we all made out right there in the middle of the store, but I thought it'd be a good entrance to the evening, kissing these two sexy boys in their leather. I pulled him in and kissed him before moving some to the side so that he could kiss either or both of Alex and Spencer too while I got to watch.

I had the feeling the night was going to be beyond crazy. I wondered if I could still fit into the same size as Alex so I could buy the same pair for myself because liked them and I wanted them and I had no clue what else to get myself because there wasn't a lot that I needed or wanted. I still didn't know what to get that was suggestive for Bren though.

I raised a brow as I walked over with a shirt for Ryan. it was black with two holes cut out for the nipples. When I held it up, it looked like it could fit a four year old, so I knew it would be perfect. Before I reacted to the two sexy boys with swollen lips in front of me, I removed Ryan's shirt with some trouble due to Alex's hands. Then I had even more difficulty putting the new one back on. Once it was over his head, it fell just above his belly button.

Not being able to see him, but feel around, I maneuvered it so his nipples were in place, then pressed into him, which in turn pressed his now hard nipples into Alex's bare chest.

At this point, I wasn't sure how we would all make it out of here without losing a little man juice. Leaning forward, I pulled one of Alex's piercings into my mouth and smiled at him. Not kissing him, but nudging my nose with his as we looked into each other's eyes. I knew all the attention was getting to him, I could see it in his eyes. And hell, I could feel some of it transferring into my own pants.

Pulling back, I smiled at him, then winked at Spencer. "Yes, you need to buy both of those things. And while you are at it, maybe this shirt for Ryan too." I bit into Ryan's neck as I mentioned his name. "You think I could shove my ass into a pair of those?" I tilted my head to the side and smiled. It could be possible.

Chuckling softly, I leaned a little back against Brendon while looking at Alex in front of me. My eyes trailed down to his hip and I reached out, dipping my finger into the edge of the pants to run my fingertip lightly over the tattoo he had gotten on his hip. He smiled at me and moved his hand up to my cheek. He pulled me closer to him and pecked my lips softly. "Bren, you would probably look pretty good in them, but can I be biased and say I think Ryan would look even better? Although they'd probably curve to your ass rather well. Go try a pair on."

I laughed and shook my head as I looked at Spence. "My boys are talking about me like I'm not even here. If I could take off this cast I'd try a pair of those things on and show you all just how to wear them..." Pulling back a little, I looked at the front of Alex's and grinned, he had them pretty perfect. "They aren't low enough Alex...here..." I grabbed them and tugged at them just slightly, they didn't go far but they went far enough that they covered him and hinted at a lot not to mention a lot of skin. "Perfect."

"Now Bren...what’s with the shirt? Do you want me walking around with my nipples hanging out?" I laughed softly and turned to kiss him gently before looking down at myself and the shirt. I wasn't sure if he thought it was hot but then again I didn't know if I thought it was hot. I shook my head a little again and looked at Brendon. "I'm not sure why you want this shirt Bren...but I guess it's up to you. I still don’t know what I'm getting you..."

Alex tugged me closer to him. "I think you should get him one of those riding crops and a collar."