Title: This is Bullshit (29/?)
Authors: howido_fics & youbrat
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The morning after.
Disclaimer: *sigh*
Author’s Note: This is a co-write.  howido_fics is Brendon, youbrat is Ryan.  Ryan's pov is in blue and Bren's is normal black.  



I let out a long sigh as I woke up. The sunlight was peeking through the curtains as I stretched slightly, before relaxing and placing my hands back down around Ryan. Smiling, I just watched him sleep. He was so cute when he slept. So peaceful and...grr, I just wanted to snatch him up and put him in my pocket.

I heard a light knock on the door and told them to come in, hoping Ryan wasn't that light of a sleeper, but he seemed to be in a deep sleep anyway. Smiling again once I saw Spence at the door, I motioned for him to come in. He looked around the room hesitantly as he saw the clothes all over, and I knew, the bottle of lube by the chair.

Laughing lightly, he walked over to the bed and looked at Ryan and smiled, "He's so fucking beautiful, isn't he?" I whispered as I tucked a strand of hair behind his ear, "This weekend has been exactly what I needed. He was great, it was great," I rolled over a little and looked at Spencer, "So did you sleep well last night?"

Playing with Ryan's hair, I listened as Spence made a short huffing noise, "Yea, once all the moans and 'OH MMMM BREN's ceased I finally did," he shook his head as he poked at my toe sticking out of the blanket. I couldn't help but laugh.

I stirred a little against Brendon when Spencer and he were talking, but I didn't really feel like letting them know I was awake. I kept my eyes closed and stayed pressed against Brendon, feigning sleep as I listened to them talk and remembered the night before. It felt wonderful to be waking up with nothing on, pressed against my boyfriend who was also wearing nothing, and feeling utterly satiated after great sex the night before.

Nuzzling a little more into Brendon's chest, I didn't make any noise, I kept my eyes closed, just enjoying the warm feeling of Brendon's skin beneath my cheek. I could hear and feel his heartbeat beneath my ear, it was soothing. I didn't want to think about the fact that he'd be leaving me that night and that I'd have to wait a week before I'd get to see him again. At least he'd enjoy being with his friends and all and I'd be busy, especially if I got to work with Fall Out Boy.

Only five days though until I'd get to see him again. Alex had gotten the next weekend off too so we'd both be able to be at Brendon's graduation party and we had flights out Saturday, early afternoon. We'd be in Vegas before dinner Saturday evening. My parents were expecting us both since Alex's parents weren't expecting him. They'd actually gone away and weren't going to be back until the end of the summer, so Alex was crashing at our house for the long holiday weekend.

We were told we had to be around for some party Friday night. It would be a party with Fall Out Boy and a lot of other bands who were going to be in the area. There were rumors of My Chemical Romance and The Academy Is being there as well.

Leaning to kiss Ryan's hair, I smirked, "Yea, about that, sorry..." I laughed while continuing to run my hands through his hair, "Oh, what about last night? Did you enjoy yourself?"

Spencer moved to sit on the chair, looking at me, I gave him a knowing look before shaking my head. He quickly shot up before his butt even touched the cushion and opted to kicking our clothes out of the way and resting on the floor, "Yea, surprisingly, since I didn't know many people, but Matt, he's really cool, not so much a douche like you said."

Snorting at that, I couldn't help but smile, it was true, I used to hate the guy, but he was growing on me, "Yea, he changed a lot towards me once I found out he was gay. And thanks for coming up here with him, you know, even though you knew about his gayness and such, plus, well, about the guys that were here..."

Rolling his eyes, "Dude, I'm eighteen, I don't think ones sexuality rubs off on the other..."

"Right, so why were you so freaked out last night over Alex?" I whispered, knowing the door was open, and Ryan was sleeping.

Spencer shrugged and looked at me, "I dunno, it was like, the first time that happened, I guess..."

"So," I asked as I walked my fingers up and down Ryan's back, "Do you like him, you know, like that?"

There was a long pause as I could tell Spencer was really thinking about the question. After letting out a long sigh, he finally answered, "You know, I don't think so, I mean, he is cool and all, but if I thought of him like that, I guess I wouldn't have gotten weirded out over that. Plus, it would have been me in there and not Matt, I guess."

"Yea, whatever," I laughed, "Like you would have put out for Alex." This time, he laughed too.

I loved the way Brendon was so calmly and casually touching me. It felt so good, even though he thought I was asleep. I wondered if he'd continue touching me the way that he was if he knew I was awake. Something told me that he probably wouldn't. That we'd probably part ways, put on clothes and go out and be social with Spencer, Matt and Alex, of course that would be if Matt and Alex left Alex's room too. I wondered if they really had had sex last night or if Matt had just taken care of Alex.

I still had hesitations about Matt, and I wasn't sure that I really wanted Alex with him, but I did understand that Alex had been wanting sex for a while, and if Matt would put out for him, I doubted Alex would turn him down. But I kinda wished that Spence did like Alex like that because I'd much prefer Alex with Spence than with Matt. And I definitely knew that Alex had a thing for Spence, maybe it wasn't the type of thing he'd have for someone he wanted to date, but I knew that there was something there. It was just the way Alex was when he was around Spence. It was pretty damn close to how he was around me, except with the excessive affection because he figured Spence wouldn't like that. I kinda wished Spence weren't so straight.

Making it seem like I was still asleep, I moved in closer to Brendon. Spence needed to feel what it was like to be with a guy. I wished that being gay rubbed off. I'd be sure to rub all over him to ensure that it rubbed off. I sighed softly, just a light little sigh. I just hoped that Alex didn't get too attached to Matt and view it as more than just a booty call. Of course, I was probably being unfair to Matt. And Brendon was probably going to kill me when he realized I was awake and listening to his conversation with Spence, but I wanted to hear, and I definitely didn't want to move or let Brendon move.

"Yea, I'll leave the getting fucked up the ass to you," Spencer managed to let out in between giggles.

I let my jaw drop in fake hurt, "I have SO not been fucked up the ass, thank you very much," I continued to laugh between words and trying to keep my voice down. I watched as Ryan shook a little from my movements. He still looked extremely peaceful and too fucking adorable to wake up, so I opted to running my leg up his, somewhat massaging it as Spence and I talked.

"Oh," I looked over to Spencer who was blushing.

"What?" I titled my head as my fingers traced Ryan's spine.

Spencer shrugged, "I guess I just assumed you would, you know, do that."

"What bottom?" I asked as he nodded, "No."

"I just figured, you know that most gay men’s first times they bottomed." he blushed again, picking at his jeans that he was wearing last night.

I smiled at him, "Not necessarily so, if Alex were to have sex with you, and he was the bottom, would you then?"

"God, Bren, no..." he shook his head, "I told you, I'm not like that."

"Ok, ok, just checking," I laughed, kissing Ryan’s head again. I loved how he still smelled like shampoo and pure sex. I wonder if Spencer smelled that too, "So, sorry for scaring you guys yesterday to drive all the way out here."

"Yea, about that, what happened? Matt thought you were suicidal or something..."

Shaking my head, I moved to look down at Ryan's sleeping form. His eyelids rested perfectly on his cheeks and his mouth hung open slightly as he breathed, "No, it was just…a huge misunderstanding, but, it's ok now," I smiled.

Listening to Spence talk, I figured it was pretty much concrete that he wasn't into guys and would never change. That kinda depressed me. I wanted him to be into Alex. Hey, I liked Spence and I trusted him. He was a good guy, he seemed to have a solid head on his shoulders and he was the type of guy that Alex could really be with. Spence was funny, but grounded, very good looking, but not enough that every guy would try to steal him away from him, caring, considerate, passionate about music. He had so many of the qualities that Alex had and needed in a good boyfriend. I knew I was thinking far too much about Alex's sex and relational life, but I couldn't help it. I was happy, beyond happy, with Brendon, and I wanted Alex to have someone who made him feel just as good. Sure, Spence would be a newbie and would need to be guided and 'trained' in everything, but, if he weren't so damned straight, I thought he'd be good for Alex, and vice versa.

I made a soft noise of appreciation when Brendon ran his leg against mine and then traced my spine. It felt wonderful and I knew I was probably giving away that I was awake, but when your naked boyfriend is touching you in every single right way that it just gets your body humming in response, its impossible to just lay there and not make some sound of appreciation.

With another soft sigh, I slowly opened my eyes, smiling over at Spencer and murmuring quietly. "Misunderstanding..." I yawned and snuggled in closer to Brendon before continuing. "Morning Spence. Hope we didn't keep you up too late last night." My eyes slipped closed again and I shifted my whole body even closer to Brendon's. Tilting my head up, I leaned in to press my lips very lazily against Brendon's before smiling. "Morning Bren."

Laying back down against Brendon's chest, I held onto him so that he wouldn't' get the idea to move and murmured. "Don't you dare stop touching me...it feels so good."

I pouted, "Oh sure, Spence gets a hello before me?" I reached around and grabbed his waist pulling him up and flush with me as I placed my thumbs on the curve of his back, allowing my fingers to rest on his bum, "And here I thought you liked me better," I winked before kissing him lightly, so as to not freak Spencer out.

Which I think I might have as Spencer coughed, "Hey, um, Ryan," he started once I pulled back, "Do you care if I take a shower or something? I kinda need one..." he was getting himself up off the floor.

Looking up at Ryan, I answered for him, "Fuck, yea, I thought you would never leave, now I can fuck my boyfriend again," I grinned at Spencer as he flipped me off, "No, but really, if you need a change of clothes or something, I think I still have some in my bag over there, so if it doesn't stink, you can wear it..." I smiled as I pointed to the clothes.

"Thanks man," he said as he walked over, setting the bag on the chair and taking a t-shirt and a pair of shorts, which I had yet to wear since I had slept naked the past two night, "I'll be back in a few," he winked as he left the room, closing the door.

"Damn, I thought he would never leave..." I smirked as I kissed Ryan again, this time a little more R rated. While kissing, I brought my knees up to bend, allowing Ryan's naked body to form more with mine.

Kissing Brendon back, I stayed as close to him as I could before sighing in content and pulling back a little to smile down at him. "You know I don't like him more than you, but he was the first thing, besides your body, that I saw when I opened my eyes. But, you did get the kiss. I could have crawled out of bed naked and gone and kissed him, but, I kinda thought that would freak him out even more and make you far too jealous. Besides, I'd rather see him kissing Alex than me kissing him."

I snuggled down against him again and sighed softly. I knew I had to stop thinking of Spencer with Alex. It wasn't what Spence wanted, and no matter how much I wished, I couldn't make him want it. I couldn't make him want to kiss Alex, make out with Alex, touch Alex, and have sex with Alex. I had to let it go.

Pouting a little, I looked up at Brendon. "My mind is running too much. It needs to get turned off." I shook my head a little. "How did Spence sleep last night? Did we really keep him up?" I frowned before I reached up and played a little with his hair. I knew I was distracted and thinking about things I shouldn't, but I couldn't help it. I found that I was thinking that far too much that morning.

I yawned and stretched on top of him, just letting my body arch and twist a little as I stretched, knowing that Brendon would probably see it as catlike. That was pretty much what everyone thought when they saw me move, that I was all catlike. It kinda made me laugh because I wasn't a fan of cats. I much preferred dogs. Which, I had to remember to ask mom and dad if I could get a puppy next time I lived at home, whenever that would be.

I collapsed down against him again and smiled softly. "And by the way, last night....mmmm...I feel so...well...so relaxed and content after that." Leaning up, I nipped softly at his lip.

Grabbing the back of his neck, I kissed him harder than I had before. Just loving the feel of his tongue against mine with his breathing, and hands, and hair tickling my nose. I wanted to savour this moment forever. Moaning into the kiss, not on purpose, of course, I moved my hand back down to his lower back, applying pressure as I went. I knew it wasn't the right time to be horny that we should just relax and kiss, but I couldn't help it.

I thrust lightly into him as I pulled back, "Spence is fine, don't worry about him. And yes," I kissed him again, "Last night was fucking amazing Ryan. You know, you never cease to amaze me. Every little thing you do, it's amazing. And everything about you is so," damn I was repetitive, "Perfect," I looked up at him and smiled.

It was true though. He was all of those things. And he made me beyond happy in every way shape and form. All I wanted to do was hold him and be with him and, well fuck him, "Babe, I don't wanna leave today. Can I just stay here? And not get on that plane tonight?" I pouted as I ran my lower lip over his mouth. Luckily my lips were a little bigger than his, so I was able to do it.

Groaning against him, I felt my body respond to his every move. "Mmm...Bren...I'd rather you not leave tonight. You can stay here. We'll kick Alex out of his room and take his bed and we can live in there. You can get a job here while I do my internship and we can just...mmm...party.." I kissed him, "and party," I kissed him again, "and have sex in every room of this apartment."

Giggling, I pulled back a little and looked down at him. "We'll kick Alex out, lock the door from the inside so he can't get back in. We'll have the place to ourselves and we can walk around naked." I smiled down at him and sighed softly before pressing a kiss to his lips before giving in to reality. "But I'll be home next weekend. We can spend the weekend together for the most part. I'm sure mom and dad will want to see me too. And, yes, Alex will be there. He's staying with me at my parents' house. But we can spend as much time together as we can."

Reaching up, I slid my fingers into his hair and played with it a little before continuing. "I'll be home on Saturday. Are you going to be able to come spend the night? Or are you going to have to stay home? I would understand if you did, but I'd want you with me. I'd want you in bed with me if at all possible."

I chewed on my lip a little before sighing softly. "We could send Alex to spend the night at Spence's."

I shook my head at him as I ran my fingers up and down his back, "I know, no stay here," I pouted, "And I will try my best about spending the night, I'm sure my parents will understand, but I don't know how much stuff they will make me do to get ready for the party and all. Plus, I'm having a small sleepover or something the night of the party, well, basically, there's gonna be alcohol for my closest friends, and if you drink you stay, so there'll be a small crowd, and my room locks from the inside, so we'll be safe alone," I winked bringing my foot up between his legs, exposing and opening myself more to his body.

"As far as Spence and Alex," I laughed, "What is up with that? I mean really, it was fun to begin with, but do you really think something would come out of if? Cause as immature as I was, and well still am, about our whole situation, Spencer is like ten times worse, and do you honestly like Alex could handle that? Let alone be good for Spencer?" Again I stuck out my lower lip, "Spence is my little innocent friend, I'm not sure if he could handle it," I laughed, kissing Ryan's cheek.

Forcing my body up again, our midsections connected as I moved slowly beneath him, "Mmm, you feel mighty well this morning," I winked as I continued to move beneath him.

I bit my lower lip as Brendon moved beneath me, my eyes just focusing on him a little as I watched and just felt him. The way he was moving, and the way our bodies were touching, he was going to get us going for round four of the weekend. Not that I minded, but Spence did say he'd be back in a minute after he showered. I didn't think he'd want to walk in and see Bren and me having sex. Now that would probably traumatize him more than anything and keep him far away from us and Alex.

"Mmm, well, I can definitely go for the sleepover after your party. But I'm not sure we should lock ourselves in your bedroom for the night, as much as I’d like to. Your friends would be around. We should be there with them. And Alex will be there too, although I'm sure Spence and Matt could keep him company." I frowned a little. "Is Matt going to be there? Should I trust him? Because...really...I dunno that I like him. And I don't know that I like the idea of him and Alex. The more I think about the two of them together the less I like it. I'm kinda hoping they didn't sleep together last night."

I sighed and shook my head a little. "It's none of my business, I know, but I can't help it. I know to you Spence is your innocent friend and all. Just like you're protective of him, I'm protective of Alex, even though he's a lot more experienced in all of this than probably even me." I chewed on my lip a little and shrugged slightly. "Honestly, I'd rather see Alex with Spence than with Matt. And yeah, I think Alex would enjoy the fun of introducing Spence to the finer sides of sex with men. And I think he'd be good for Spence. Just because he seems like a slut doesn't mean he'd be like that if he was with Spence."

I moved a little until I had Bren's legs were on the bed and I was straddling them, looking down at him while resting on his thighs. I shrugged slightly. "Alex needs someone like Spence. And I honestly think Spence could do with having someone like Alex. I just dunno that Spence will ever give Alex the chance. He seems a little too straight to even be open to it."

OH COME ON NOW! Here I was horny and ready to fool around with my boyfriend on my last day here, and he wanted to talk about Spencer and Alex? I mean, I knew they were important to us, but still, we are in bed, naked and that was the best he could come up with? I shook my head as I listened to him about their nonexistent relationship. And if I was really going to let it get to me though, it wouldn't be turning me on even slightly right now.

Him, frustrated and thinking. The way his brows furrowed when he talked. And he moved his hands around? I made the mistake of grinding up against him again to get comfortable with the new arrangement, and I let out a moan, but quickly covered it up with a cough, "No, um, no Matt...he can't make it. I did invite him, just cause he overhead me talking, but he has some concert he is going to that night. Oh, and it sucks that you guys won't be down on Friday, cause we have like a five song set we are playing for some local bands."

Sighing, "But, Ry, really, let's let Spence and Alex decide. I am not 100% sure he is 100% straight, I mean, if you were 100% straight would you let a gay mans hardon rubbing against you piss you off? Cause that is what he did, and what happened last night. And I think it's funny if you ask me."

I smiled down at Brendon and leaned down to rest my arms on his chest as I looked into his face. "I know, I'm not saying I won't let them decide Bren. I just...I kinda like the idea of them together. I think they'd be cute together. And Alex really did that? He rubbed against Spence all turned on?" I giggled softly and glanced over at the half open door that Spence hadn't closed. "That’s priceless."

Looking back at Brendon I frowned a little. "Hmm...what should we do for the rest of the day? I don't even know when your flight is. But we should do some elaborate breakfast, all five of us. Then maybe we can show Spence and Matt a little bit of LA. Of course that would be showing it to you too because you really didn't see that much other than this room." I bit my lip softly and leaned back again, reaching down to play my fingers gently over his hips, just looking down at his naked body beneath mine. I loved that I was sitting on his thighs so I could pretty much see everything.

"Yes, and then we could either go for a late lunch or early dinner, depending on how hungry everyone is. I think, since Spence and Matt drove, they're going to have to leave before eight tonight so that they don't get home too late. So we should make today as much fun as possible so their whole trip down here doesn't seem to be such a waste."

I nodded to myself and grinned before stretching up above him, arching my back and lifting my arms over my head. I let out a contented sound before looking back down at him. "Mm...what do you want for breakfast?"

I sat there and just nodded to everything he said. What else could I do with him moving and stretching and touching and moving and stretching and all that on top of me?

"Whatever you want Ry, I am game...it's all you," I smiled as I reached up and barely touched him but ran my fingers down his chest, "But as for breakfast," my hands made there way to his back and yanked him forward, "Right now, all I want is you..."

As if on cue, Spence walked out of the bathroom, fully clothed, toweling his hair, "Hey Spence, can you do us a fave and shut the door and give us like ten minutes?" I asked as he peered in, looked at Ryan on top of me and made a face before nodding and slamming the door shut.

"Perfect,” I smiled, "That gives us ten more minutes to actually be alone today," I ran my fingers along his jaw, "So what are we gonna do with that time?" I smirked, "Oh, and I am not ignoring all you just said, I just want to use our time wisely is all," I tried as I gripped the back of his neck to pull him down for a kiss.

Laughing softly against Brendon's lips, I kissed him back, deeply before pulling away and looking up at him. "You know...I think having sex has created a monster in you. Is that all you're going to want to do with me when we're alone?" I pouted dramatically at him. "Are you using my body for sex?"

I tilted my head a little and smiled softly before leaning in and kissing him again and murmuring against his lips. "But this time..." With a smirk, I moved quickly to pull him on top of me, grinning up at him and shocked by my ability to do that without flipping us off of the bed in the process. The bed was a twin, so technically it was tiny, but I guess it was a good thing neither of us were very big either. "...you're on top."

I bit my lip softly as I waited for him to react somehow, to let me know if he was okay with that or if he'd rather me be on top. But I didn't really want to do all the effort like I had the night before. Not that I minded doing it, it was just that I enjoyed when he took control more than when I took control. I thought it was more fun, at least more fun for me. I wasn't sure how he looked at it. But I also knew that there would be more than enough times where I would be on top like I had been. I could already picture lots of different times. Including out by the pool after my parents were in bed and after we'd kicked Alex off to Spencer's house.

My lips curved up and I murmured. "C'mon Bren...you know you wanna."

My eyes got big. And I was impressed. I even thought of trying to attempt that move, but I knew it would have ended with both of us being on the floor, and Ryan taking the bulk of the fall. And that would have not been one bit pleasant.

"Ry, I wasn't necessarily saying sex...cause I want more than ten minutes for that..." wait a minute, I twisted my lips, "No, I could definitely do it in like three, but still, I just wanna be near you and move around you and stuff for a good ten, that is, unless you wanna have some sexing..."

Before I could let him answer, I took advantage of being on top by grinding my hips suggestively into his and kissing him. As soon as our mouths met, I opened mine to seek entrance into his. I loved having his tongue against mine. Finally I had gotten over the whole weirded out factor, and I have moved on to being more mature and open about the whole thing.

Pulling back, I gasped for air, harder then I thought I would, "You know I want it Babe, but I don't know if I could handle it right now," I continued to rub with him as my legs moved to the inside of his.

"Mmmm..." My eyes slid closed and my head fell back against the pillow. My hands slid up and into his hair and I just held onto him, letting him move against me however he wanted to and biting my lower lip a little. Moving one of my legs, I slid it up and around him, just holding him down against me and arching up a little into him, gasping softly for air and whimpering his name quietly.

"If...if not sex..." I forced myself down on the bed and opened my eyes to look at him, even if they were lidded and I was looking through my lashes. "What...what do you want?" I licked my lips softly and ran my leg down along his back and side, just feeling our skin touching. I had to admit, just being naked with him and touching him and moving with him felt amazing. As much as I loved having sex, and trust me, sex was one of my definite addictions; I didn't want that to be all we were about when we were alone. I wanted touches to not have to turn into sex. I wanted kisses that didn't always turn to sex. I wanted to be naked with him just to be naked with him.

My fingers slid down to caress along the edge of his jaw. I smiled up at him and used my leg to pull him a little more tightly down against me. He felt amazing, as amazing as he looked. I could definitely get used to waking up with him beside me every morning. Especially if he was naked.

I sighed softly as I brushed my thumb over his lips. I was going to miss having him there with me for the rest of the week. I knew it was only a few days, but as they say, sex changes everything. Now that we'd had sex, it was going to be hard to go without him, and it, for any extended amount of time. That included a few days.

Groaning into his movements, I too slipped my eyes close for a few moments. I wanted to have sex with him, I wanted to fuck him, but I wasn't sure I had the energy, well, I had the energy, but I wouldn't have it later, that's for sure. And I figured since I got off almost every morning in the shower, getting off now wouldn't hurt any plans for today, hell, it might even move things right along!

Leaning down to kiss him, I smirked as our lips separated with a small noise, "I just want to do this," I emphasized as I moved against him, applying more pressure to my groin as I attacked his jaw then up to his ear, "I just want to be as close to you as I can, and hold you and touch you and kiss you," I nibbled on his ear as my hands roamed his body where I could reach while still maintaining my balance.

I made my way back to his mouth, kissing him again, then looking into his eyes, "Is that ok with you?"

Smiling softly, I nodded and pulled his lips back down to mine, kissing him soundly and pressing my body back up against his. I loved the way he felt, and I loved that he wanted to just be like that with me as well. Nipping softly on his lower lip, I tugged it gently into my mouth before kissing him more deeply and passionately. I would never get tired of kissing him like that.

Pulling back a little, my jaw dropped some, and I let my head tilt back while I continued to move up against him, rolling my hips slightly against his. I slid my leg back down to tangle with his before crashing my lips back against his and kissing him with as much fervor as I could muster. Just because I didn't necessarily want to have sex, didn't mean that I didn't want to enjoy being all sexual with him, let alone get off in the morning.

I moaned against his lips, not caring about how loud I was. Spencer knew what we were doing, he better accept it because it was going to be happening a lot, even if there was no actual sex. He needed to get used to the fact that his best friend had a boyfriend who liked to be vocal. The thought caused me to chuckle just slightly, but the chuckle turned into a moan.

I giggled at him. He looked so fucking cute. I could tell again that the wheels were spinning in his head, especially from the noises he was making; I was just hoping he was into this and not thinking and dwelling over Spencer and Alex again. I returned his kiss as I decided I wanted to be a little frisky. I liked my bum, and I thought it needed attention, so I grabbed one of his hands and placed it on my bum, helping him along with a light squeeze as I moaned into his mouth, trying to let him know how much I liked it.

While his one hand was occupied, I grabbed his other, linked our fingers and placed it above his head for more leverage and balance. I could feel slight wetness between us, not for sure if it was mine or his precome but either way, it was very much working for our advantage as we slid smoothly across one another.

"Your kisses," I managed to escape from them so I could talk, "Mmm, I love them. And your body too...fuck," I groaned as I moved slightly faster, "Everything about you is wonderful. You are the best thing I could ever ask for," I smiled genuinely before taking his bottom lip into my mouth again.

I moaned and kissed him again, harder this time. I didn't care if he talked, he didn't need to, he just felt perfect and I understood what he was trying to say, I just didn't need him to say that right at that moment. I wanted his lips on mine. Gripping onto his hand, I held tightly to him as I continued kissing him, my other hand slid along his skin, gripping occasionally and caressing at other times. I wanted him to be as relaxed as possible, but at the same time, to enjoy it as much as possible.

I pulled back a little, panting softly to catch my breath before smiling gently up at him. I licked my lips and leaned up to run my tongue along his lips, just toying with his mouth for a few moments as I slid one of my fingers down between the two beautiful curves of his ass, just letting my fingertip gently slip along his body. I didn't want to scare him; I just wanted him to get comfortable with being touched like that by me.

Pulling my tongue back, I launched another soft assault on his lips, kissing him deeply and passionately as my fingertip continued its soft movements on him. His body moved perfectly for me, I just hoped that it was in acceptance and approval of my touch rather than fear. If he couldn't get comfortable with my fingers touching him like that, it would be a very long time until he'd ever allow any other part of me to touch him like that.

Finally falling into the kiss, Ryan's hands felt so great on my body. I liked that he was playing with my bum and was venturing into places he had yet to explore. Ok, so into places I wouldn't let him go before, but still. After this weekend, I think I could be much more into this then I ever thought humanly possible. He won me over this weekend. Not just from the sex and the 'I love you's but, I'm not sure. There was more than just him being my boyfriend it seemed, like we were more.

Ok, brain. Please shut it so I could move on to the task at hand!

Lifting up slightly, not wanting to rush things, but knowing Spence was out there bored out of his mind and the ten minutes were probably up, I reached between us, grabbing myself and him in my hand. Yep, that precome belonged to me!

I started stroking us lightly while joining our lips again and leaning on my elbow for support. He felt good. So good and I wanted to be verbal about it, but not with his mouth on mine, so chose to just moan into the kiss. Which I doubted he would mind.

Moaning at the feeling of his hand on mine, my head fell back and I pressed up into his hand, arching into him and trying to help with his movements. I bit my lower lip and started a rhythm with his hand, just pressing and moving in against him a little before gasping for air. I writhed a little beneath him, my movements helping to get me to the point of orgasm because it caused me to move in his hand.

My free hand slid up into his hair again and I gripped none too gently as I let a whorish moan fall from my mouth. My stomach clenched and I gasped, letting my eyes open slightly again to look up at him through my lashes. My jaw was dropped and I felt amazing, but I also knew that there was no way that I was going to hold on like that. It felt too good, hell, I felt too good.

Moaning Brendon's name, I whimpered before pulling his lips down to mine, trying to kiss him but feeling like the kisses were sloppy and unorganized, which wasn't a bad thing, just, made things difficult to actually kiss. My body seized up a little and I squeezed my eyes closed, pulling him tighter to me and kissing him hard again, open mouthed, full of tongue and as messy as possible.

I hoped he was about ready to come, because I sure as hell was.

My eyes crossed as I watched and heard him. He turned me on so damn much it hurt at times. I mean, seriously. I could just think about him, and BAM! I was hard. But right now, I had to make a mental note to memorize his exact noises and facial expressions so I could use them later for my own pleasure when he was four hours away.

Gripping tighter on the both of us, my movements became more sloppy, but less light. Thumbing over his slit first, then mine, I kissed him hard, our teeth clinking in the process. Oops. But, what? I was definitely into this!

I was grunting and moving hard into his lips and my own hand. I knew the bed was shifting slightly too, I just hope we weren't making too much noise for the neighbors downstairs, let along the people in the next rooms. As much as I loved doing this with Ryan in the privacy of a closed room, I still go kinda of shy and nervous about facing people after things went down. Not Spencer so much, but Matt and Alex more so since they both are more experienced, and they know and have heard the sounds that should be coming out of either of our mouths...and what if I was doing it wrong?

AGAIN! Focus!

I gasped, my body arched, and I came into his hand between us without much more warning than my gasping, moaning his name and just full out moaning. My hands continued to clench onto him until I had completely lost myself into the orgasm and started to relax. My head collapsed down against the pillow and I looked up at him, just watching him, taking in how he looked as he continued above me. I smiled softly, just watching him, waiting for him to come through his own orgasm as well.

My fingers played softly in his hair and I just laid there beneath him, watching him and continuing to lightly and gently touch him, just admiring my boyfriend. His body was all slick and shiny, I loved how the sunshine hit him. It was a beautiful sight. I burned it into my memory as I lay there, feeling his body above mine, feeling the heat wash off him and against me.

Licking my lips, I leaned up and swiped my tongue along his neck, just tasting his skin as well as his sweat. It may be considered strange, but I loved it, I love how he tasted. If his hand hadn't done the work, my mouth probably would have, but then I would have been deprived of the feelings of his hand on me and his body moving against mine. That was not a deprivation I was willing to endure when I had him right there with me.

My eyes squeezed shut after watching him, while my whole body shook. I could barely hold myself up as my biceps was shaking under my own weight. I needed to release. I needed it so badly that I think my body was just playing with my mind and not letting it happen.

After releasing him from my grasp, I jerked myself off faster than I normally would have until I too came with a shuddered and a grunt of his name. Wow, that was kind of manly of me. Shaking all thoughts from my mind, I continued to milk my orgasm until there was nothing left inside of me to spill, and then I removed my hand quickly before collapsing against him.

Ok, so maybe I was wrong about the whole not being exhausted after this. Either way, I buried my nose into his neck and let out a long, low sigh of relief as I reached my other hand up to play with the hair that was stuck to his neck from sweat. "Mmm," I moaned while smiling against his skin, still just enjoying the closeness.

My eyes slid closed and I stayed there, just holding onto him, wrapping both my arms firmly around him and kissing the side of his neck. A small smile played over my lips. "Mmmmhmmm..." I sighed softly in content. "Bren...we should get up..." I bit my lip and snuggled in closer against him. I didn't want to get up, that was for sure. But I knew I was going to have to. We couldn't just stay in the bedroom all day, even if I wanted to as badly as I did.

"We should take care of Spence. And get Alex and Matt up if they're not up already. And make breakfast." I mumbled the whole time. I was tired, my body was relaxed and languid, but I knew we had to get up. I tilted my head slightly and kissed his shoulder before squeezing his ass slightly. I slipped my hands up to his shoulders and pulled back a little to look him in the eyes.

"C'mon, we need to shower. We need to get dressed. And we need to make sure we didn't further traumatize your best friend." I chuckled softly and pressed a kiss to Brendon's lips before moving to sit up, knowing if I didn't, he wouldn't.

I groaned and pouted when he sat up. I was so warm and cozy in our little blanket cocoon with him beneath me, but noooo we have to worry about Spencer and Matt and Alex. What about me? I stuck my bottom lip out again, "But, I don't wanna, let them see the sights, and you and I can explore the better part of the land...you and I."

Rolling off of him, cause I knew he was right, I sat up myself before hopping out of bed and walking over to my suitcase. Pulling out my toiletry bag, I had a pack of baby wipes me my mom got me in the habit of packing, taking one out and wiping my chest, then disposing it in the garbage. Next, I found a pair of boxers and pulled them on, not really worrying about much more clothes since the apartment was rather warm due to the June weather.

Snapping the waist of my boxers, I walked over and placed a kiss on Ryan's lips, "You can go ahead and shower or whatever, but I'll go see what Spence is up to, or we can make breakfast then shower, whatever you think will work the best. Either way, I am game, but I know if I stepped in the shower with you right now, that things wouldn't be very constructive..." I smiled as I played with the back of his hair, pecking him on the lips.

I chuckled softly and kissed him back before wrapping my arms around him and slipping my fingers into the back of his boxers. "Mmm...but we don't have another time to shower together, so we've gotta enjoy that as much as we can before I have to put you on the plane later." I pressed a soft kiss to his lips before pulling him in against me, holding him against me before grinning softly and nipping his lip. "Go check on Spence; make sure he didn't gouge his ears out." I kissed him again before grabbing a pair of clean boxers, holding them over myself with a wink, and walking across the hall to the bathroom.

Once I was in the bathroom, I cleaned myself up a little and pulled the clean boxers on. I looked into the mirror and sighed softly. I was content and happy, and I knew that that was all going to come crashing down the moment I put him on the plane and had to say goodbye to him. I sighed softly to myself and ran a hand through my hair, doing my best to get rid of the sex hair that I was plagued with.

I brushed my teeth to get rid of the morning breath flavor, hoping that it hadn't been a big deal to Brendon when we'd been making out. I put my toothbrush back before turning to the toilet and going to the bathroom. I stretched when I was done and washed my hands before looking at myself in the mirror again.

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